In Rough Waters

So this week started out terrible. On Monday, there was potential that I was going to be reported for "being rude" by telling a family that other people also book their fast passes before they get to Disney World. To get all that stress off of my mind, I went to the beach on Tuesday and I don't think it could have helped more than it did. It was so beautiful and relaxing. However, I had no idea reality was about to hit me. This week has been harder than ever being away from Mike and my family. Although I feel like I'm beginning to get along with my coworkers, I'm still really struggling to make friends. I'm constantly working 8-12 hour shifts and I'm beyond exhaustion.  Last night there was a special convention at our park with 120 people but only about 25 came through our line in the space of 2 & 1/2 hours.  Those seemed to be some of the longest hours of my shifts to date. To make this week even more eventful, Mike's phone died and crashed. I'm starting to realize just how tough it is to save money and have a good time. I'm not trying to complain, but sometimes it's just better to get everything out in the open. I know many won't see this, but at least it's a way for someone to know how I feel. What I'm struggling with most is being away from Mike. We are missing each other's birthdays and Valentine's Day. It always interests me to see what friends are true friends and how many people forget about you the second that you leave. I find it even more interesting that it's only my friends from church that still talk to me. It just proves that I am nothing with out the church and Christ in my life. Anyway, that's a little dive into how my week has been going. I'm hoping it improves before my day off on Tuesday but we will see.